my first crush, my first love is more like it, wow..that's one i'll never let go of..and anyone who went to school with me knew who i wanted. JR LAMB,he was definatly my first love, he was the first boy i ever said "i love you" to. he was the first boy to ever make my heart jump, my first real tongue kiss, and a few other things i ended up getting into a lot of trouble for. we started being "boyfriend/girlfriend" in 6th grade then broke up because stupid me got a bad reputation and he broke up with me ,i guess do to embarrassment, when i acted on a dare with him that hope swanson and billy seaton dared us to do (i won't say what). we ended up getting caught and it was all over town..luckily i had to move and then moved back in 8th grade. we then started dating again , but soon evryone that knew us from before started teasing and taunting, so we broke up again so we wouldn't have to relive the enbarrassment. for the first time in my life, my heart broke. we didn't see eachother much after that except a brief moment at our 8th grade graduation when we had our picture taken together.i heard he joined the marines and got married. i still think about what might have been if i wouldn't have agreed to that stupid dare!!!
